Done in one hour... I hope you'll like it... :) Achievements? I have none...
My feelings brought me here today, Not knowing why of all these days? To tell you what I've gained, And to tell you my shames.
When the sun sets in the horizon, What a beautiful scene I always see. Something has to come, Crushing this image in my dreams.
Dreams shattered into a million pieces, Deeply hurt by the many million glass pieces. Who will know and who will care? Or am I willing to give my part to share?
Through these years I spoke and hoped, Dared to dream and dared to swear. But what have I gained what have I achieved? Nothing, but the ghost of shame.
Many times I tried to start anew, Waking up fresh to taste the morning dew. In came the ghost of shame, Bringing nothing only my shames.
My failure is my shame. My shame is my failure. How can I start a fresh? Having to live in my darkest dreams?
It's happening...
A phone call rang one night. It was a voice of a proud and happy knight. I had these calls many nights, But tonight, this call seems to be unright.
The conversations we used to have, Seem so happy, seem so innocent. We laughed, joked and cried, But those were tears of our happy friendship.
We talk, argue and chat. The feeling isn't right. Something tells me it's happening, But what is it I can't explain.
Tasting the bitterness on my tongue, I feel that I've been wrong. My presence was nothing but only a puppet, Following orders that I knew was wrong.
Have I been a friend? Have I been a mentor? Or am I just a demon, Waiting to slay these knights?
Here comes the taste of sourness. I am filled with so much hate. I smell jealously everywhere I go. Is it coming from me or someone else?
Have I been a friend? Have I been a mentor? Or am I just a demon, Waiting to slay these knights?
Failure
Maybe these are nothing but just my failure...
Fail to speak, Fail to succeed. Fail to achieve, Fail to express. Fail to fulfill, Fail to foresee. Fail to give, Fail to share. Fail to keep, Fail to sustain. Fail to refresh, Fail to stand again.
I just need time...
Maybe all I need is just a little bit of time. To overcome this trauma in my life.
Maybe all I need is just a little bit of time. To pray and hope that things will get in line.
Maybe all I need is just a little bit of time. To think and change what's haunting my mind.
Maybe all I need is just a little bit of time. To start afresh and get back in time.
Maybe all I need is just a little bit of time. Don't remind me anything within this time.
Maybe all I need is just a little bit of time. Just a little... a little... Bit... of ...time...
