Time check 1:06 pm. In another hour or less to come, I will be heading down to class for Data Mining and Warehousing Lecture. Before that, I would like to see how many "stories" I can come up with within this hour or so.

Recently, I have seen and experienced changes in my behaviour, character as well as my attitude towards certain things. I have somewhat become more rebellious and easily hot tempered for reasons that I find silly when I look back at the incidents. This is very unlike my usual self who pays no attention to many things and take life naturally (I mean as life literally). However, this year seems different. Whining and complaining has become part and parcel of my lifestyle. Fighting and stating my rights and views seem to be occurring so frequently. It is almost as if I am placing my life in an arena or particularly a judgement court.

But unlike any court, the victim and the convict are no two different people but me and myself. This is normally refer to as split personality or having an alter ego. Simply put, I am basically arguing with my inner voice. At times I can feel so happy and willing to do anything, but when somethings just do not go my way, I allow my alter ego to step in and argue my point of view. Whether is this a good or bad thing, I have yet to find out. As for the time being, I will stop getting so frustrated easily and become silent for a while till things get out of hand.